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    their visitors were not to remain above ten days with themmr wickham had received his mission before he left london, and he was to join his regiment at the end of a fortnight

    no one but mrsben regretted that their stay would be so short;and she made the most of the time by visiting about with her daughter, and having very frequent parties at homethese parties were acceptable to all; to avoid a family circle was even more desirable to such as did think,than such as did not

    wickham"s affection for lydia was just what elizabeth had expected to find it;not equal to lydia"s for himshe had scarcely needed her present observation to be satisfied,from the reason of things,that their elopement had been brought on by the strength of her love,rather than by his;and she would have wondered why, without violently caring for her,he chose to elope with her at all, had she not felt certain that his flight was rendered necessary by distress of circumstances; and if that were the case, he was not the young man to resist an opportunity of having a panion

    lydia was exceedingly fond of himhe was her dear wickham on every occasion;no one was to be put in petition with him he did every thing best in the world;and she was sure he would kill more birds on the first of september,than any body else in the country

    one morning, soon after their arrival, as she was sitting with her two elder sisters,she said to elizabeth:

    “lizzy, i never gave you an account of my wedding, i believe you were not by,when i told mamma and the others all about it are not you curious to hear how it was managed”

    “no really,”replied elizabeth;“i think there cannot be too little said on the subject”

    “la!you are so strange!but i must tell you how it went offwe were married, you know, at st clement"s, because wickham"s lodgings were in that parishand it was settled that we should all be there by eleven o"clockmy uncle and aunt and i were to go together;and the others were to meet us at the church

    well,monday morning came,and i was in such a fuss!i was so afraid,you know,that something would happen to put it off,and then i should have gone quite distractedand there was my aunt, all the time i was dressing,preaching and talking away just as if she was reading a sermonhowever,i did not hear above one word in ten,for i was thinking,you may suppose,of my dear wickhami longed to know whether he would be married in his blue coat”

    “well,and so we breakfasted at ten as usual;i thought it would never be over; for, by the bye, you are to understand, that my uncle and aunt were horrid unpleasant all the time i was with them if you"ll believe me, i did not once put my foot out of doors,though i was there a fortnightnot one party,or scheme, or anythingto be sure london was rather thin,but,however,the little theatre was open

    well, and so just as the carriage came to the door, my uncle was called away upon business to that horrid man mrstoneand then,you know,when once they get together,there is no end of itwell,i was so frightened i did not know what to do,for my uncle was to give me away;and if we were beyond the hour,we could not be married all daybut,luckily,he came back again in ten minutes" time,and then we all set outhowever,i recollected afterwards that if he had been prevented going,the wedding need not be put off,for mrdarcy might have done as well”

    “mrdarcy!”repeated elizabeth,in utter amazement

    “oh,yes!—he was to e there with wickham,you knowbut gracious me!i quite forgot!i ought not to have said a word about iti promised them so faithfully!what will wickham sayit was to be such a secret!”

    “if it was to be secret,”said jane,“say not another word on the subjectyou may depend upon my seeking no further”

    “oh!certainly,”said elizabeth,though burning with curiosity;“we will ask you no questions”

    “thank you,”said lydia,“for if you did,i should certainly tell you all,and then wickham would be angry”

    on such encouragement to ask,elizabeth was forced to put it out of her power,by running away

    but to live in ignorance on such a point was impossible;or at least it was impossible not to try for informationmrdarcy had been at her sister"s weddingit was exactly a scene,and exactly among people, where he had apparently least to do, and least temptation to goconjectures as to the meaning of it,rapid and wild, hurried into her brain; but she was satisfied with none those that best pleased her,as placing his conduct in the noblest light,seemed most improbableshe could not bear such suspense;and hastily seizing a sheet of paper, wrote a short letter to her aunt,to request an explanation of what lydia had dropped,if it were patible with the secrecy which had been intended

    “you may readily prehend,”she added,“what my curiosity must be to know how a person unconnected with any of us,and (paratively speaking) a stranger to our family, should have been amongst you at such a timepray write instantly,and let me understand it—unless it is, for very cogent reasons, to remain in the secrecy which lydia seems to think necessary;and then i must endeavour to be satisfied with ignorance”

    “not that i shall,though,”she added to herself,as she finished the letter;“and my dear aunt,if you do not tell me in an honourable manner,i shall certainly be reduced to tricks and stratagems to find it out”

    jane"s delicate sense of honour would not allow her to speak to elizabeth privately of what lydia had let fall;elizabeth was glad of it;—till it appeared whether her inquiries would receive any satisfaction,she had rather be without a confidante